You are not a failure. Your not responsible for either death. Please keep yourself safe even if it means hospitalization. Please call pdoc tomorrow for IOP or inpatient.
You are so much stronger then you give yourself credit for.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
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