Thank you for responding to my posting. hopefully, I will find someone who will accept me and all of my issues.
I have gone out on several dates, but I keep wishing for someone exactly like him, and I can't seem to find it. I know that I won't be able to find someone exactly like him, but I truly do want to find someone who resembles him in his character/personality. Wish me luck!
It's just seem so hard after investing so much in the relationship--so much time and energy to keep it going. It just seems like it was all for nothing. Well, I learned something, but this doesn't make up for the pain and sorrow behind losing him, you know?
Hope to hear from you soon.
- Bella
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Originally Posted by hamster-bamster
Bella, I know this is not what you expected but I want to entertain you a bit.
I posted a profile on a dating site and went on vacation soon thereafter. In the short period of time before the vacation I went on two lunch dates.
One guy has depression and is on Lexapro and now emails me updates about his mood fluctuations.
The other spent ten thousand dollars on therapy in nine months. I do not know further details because I decided not to deal with someone who spends so much on therapy.
The morale of this is: other people have their own issues and mental health concerns. You are not the only woman with schizophrenia in the world. You will be accepted by someone else. Just get out there and one day someone will be sharing his delusions with you.
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