I Just found out amongst my other conditions I have dysautonomia and Deep brain stimulation was reccomended for me ( after my MVP is fixed of course) I was told as a pleasent side effect it would lessen my sevre OCD symptoms.. I researched this and found out folks really ARE having these stimulators implanted for OCD alone.. even without epilepsy(which I have anyhow) My mother and niece seem very KEEN on wanting my entire personality changed but I feel like I won't be me. is this REALLY a good idea? They just can't seem to except the fact I have severe health conditions and tonight told me I have NO reason to be angry.. really??? I have mitral valve prolapse to the point they want to do surgery.. or I face heart failure. I have dysautonomia. my brain is misfiring, I have two congenital neuro birth defects. I have NO reason to be angry?? Well who the H wouldn't be! Not only that I am being told WHAT to do with my body in the event of my death by my own neice who is only 9. What right does she have?!!! What I want to do is presevre my body.. like they do for body worlds, and have already recieved their forms. My T says I am of sound mind and perhaps I should move on to assisted living. She says my niece and mother are trying to run the entire show.. not ME or my doctors.
__________________
Knowledge is power
|