Suga I am really sorry about your grandparents. You really have had it rough in the last while.

Are you taking an antipsychotic? They are known for causing low blood pressure and orthostatic hypotension which leads to passing out. That happened to me quite often on them, I have really low blood pressure to begin with and it really made it worse. If you are taking a med in that category that might be what's happening. Could be the same for some of the other meds too, I wouldn't leave it tho, there is probably other reasons that could happen, best to be safe.

I think you do need to speak to your doctor about it, I felt the same way... didn't like bugging them.This is something your dr is going to want you to bother them with. One of those things where when you mention it eventually, they ask why you didn't call them. That is what they do, your dr will not mind or see this as a bother.

Time to put therapy into practise, yes for sure. Do you remember a lot of what you learned? Do you still see your T?

Lots of love to you Suga...