i have allready locked it up and i blocked it out of my mind. I no longer remimber any of it. The last 6 years of my life is now wiped from my mind and i don't want it back. The pain was too much. Theropy didn't help and now i can't aford it because i lost my insurance. i also can't aford my medication any more so i will be stoping that soon, i have 5 days of it left. There is nothing i can do about it. i can't fix me, can't aford to fix me finatualy. I am broke beyond repair