Thanks for the support
I went to bed at 5:30pm last night right after my husband came home.
I am so depressed it is hard to think or process anything. I feel like someone drained all the blood out of me.

I am being tortured by the image of trying to breathe life back into my son. It keeps playing over and over. Along with a voice in my head asking if I did it right.

I have a 10:00 am Reiki appointment. I hate to cancel things at the last minute.
So I need to find some energy from somewhere. I definitely need to shower, dress, drive... They seem like monumental tasks.

I have to pull out of this. I need my mind back to write up goals for my first meeting of HEAR on 2/6.