Here I sit in a world where all should be stable, I live in a beautiful house in a nice neighborhood with a beautiful woman, with whom I love with all my heart. I have been on psych meds for months now, my psychiatrists says that I'm stable and yet my mind longs to be elsewhere.
For some time now I have been fighting the urge to just get up and leave where I am and go back to the life I used to live. I miss living on the edge, living homeless not knowing where I'm going, I miss the excitement of the streets, I miss in danger, the uncertainty and the freedom.
Am I mad? Insane? I don't know, but if I am I miss it.
The Wolf
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BP 1, PTSD, BPD traits
Meds: Triliptal 300mg 3x a day, Abilify 30mg and Klonopin 2mg
Change is life giving! It helps us grow into someone greater than we already are.
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