...I don't want to be well F---k that!

so invalidate all this crap I'm going through which is the tiniest thing compared to all the crap I forgot I went through to get me to this crap!?

please don't tell me I'm getting better yet!

I'm not finished being sick!...

and it just might take me to die to get better!

suddenly sick and forever better just don't fit together....

don't take what I know away from me...

I hurt for both of us...

when you think that way