ok...that last one was just for you.

no I am not finished with being "sick"

because it's all I know...

whatever I do I am sick about it...whatever I think I am sick about it

"apparently"

and not just that!

it's a fact...apparently

to think ...imagine wonderfully insane 'feel' there is a wonderland of peace outside these bipolar walls?

perhaps?

I will have to self destruct much more than I naturally do to believe that I'm making a mistake everytime I open my mentally ill eyes every day