yeh right and I don't want to! In five yrs I have had this scenario so many times. If someone says "I will always answer, unless you say you don't need me to" and I don't abuse the email privilege, then why not answer? In a week? How long can it take to punch a few keys?

I really feel like cancelling. I felt unheard in the last session, I felt unheard afterward when i was spiraling - why go in there and be unheard again, up close and personal. Grrrrrrrr.

I feel like preparing a book report and just reading that out, which would be total hiding, a total waste of her time & my money. This is stupid. Better not to go. Instead of driving, maybe I should just park.