...I'm weak.

mentally exhausted

emotionally useless.

I am tired useless I don't want to wake up ever again... so I decide to remain awake until this contaminated thinking leaves me!

ya see?...being a "human"...is like putting on pink undies to me I am an alien!

see oops!...already stuffed up!

meant to be talking like a human here!

..ok lets try again....

I'm scared I'm really damn scared and I'm not freaking kidding!...at least thats the way I felt all week....

and now??

f___k!!



the feelings gone I really thought I was onto something!??

and it's gone...a kangaroo on a motorbike just blew me a kiss!

..stuffed up again!

I don't know how to talk human!

and maybe I'm comparing myself to the wrong species?