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Originally Posted by tribalwolf
I was thinking it would be really nice if my outside circumstances matched how my inside reality really was, then I realized, it has many times only it was in those times I was I was hospitalized. Don't get me wrong I appreciate having everything that I have, my home, my lady and the love that she gives me. I just feel like my old life is calling me back.
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hey the guilt will only keep you safe wolf!
I'm sure you rocked your world in that rebellious way that you had to when you did it so well...
it comes and goes...and thats the problem!
mania is unsustainable
comfort when you find it.....is permanent!
what I mean?
when you find someone to care about...
hey it's understandable to miss that mental ...it doesn't have to be madness anymore and it doesn't have to be something you need to hide from your beautiful partner...
free it up...together....
it's a bit more shamefull to be nuts with someone and hide it than to be alone and to just be nuts...
but hey?....I don't know