On 1/3/13 our only son Jason, 27, died of a heroin overdose at home. It was about 7:45 we had just heard him in the shower. A friend he was going out with called to check on him. My husband knocked on his door and didn't get an answer. He broke the door down and we found him on the floor very blue and unconscious. After call 911 we started CPR. My Husband did compressions I did breaths. I kept getting up a lot of vomit. I kept clearing and doing more breaths.
The paramedics worked on him for a long time but pronounced him dead.

Later with his body still here the minster did last rights with us there. He was all purple. I watch my only child leave in a body bag.

I think I am having PTSD symptoms. Flashbacks, not being able to get the pictures of his death out of my head. Worsening depression. Numbness to the whole thing.

I don't know what to do.