That is the question, wether tis nobler to grab it by the horns or to let it fly away.

A little modified Shakespeare for you today. What I mean is should I embrace my current yet unfortunate mental instability or should I let it go and consume me. That is indeed the question. Should I fight it and hide like I always do or should I instead let my emotions run free.

how to determine this? I must protect the others but its making me want to explode. What to do what to do.