thank you for all of your replies. i went to my appointment last week and still couldn't break through that wall of the details. i feel like giving up right now on a lot of things. this isn't getting better. other means of control are becoming out of control and no one can make the choice to stop other than me. i'm sorry to be so down.
i started to write a little last night with every line beggining with "i remember..." i don't like the way i felt during most of that and still could not completely be honest with the real words still tried to bypass them with something a little more politically correct. i wish sometimes someone could just take me away from me but then i'd be on the local psych ward and that wouldn't be good. thanks again for replying.
~Sailaway
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