T called me. We talked. It was weird! (yes, I'm stuck on that word today). T was very...ummm...pushy? I guess that's the word I want. It felt like she was really challenging me today, and I'm not used to that from her. I challenge myself enough as it is. She pointed out some things which I know are true, but it felt like she was really pushing me and I'm not sure that was entirely helpful for me today. I think T might have been rattled from her emergency this morning, and maybe she felt like she needed to push me more? I dunno. I felt like the first part of the conversation, she wasn't even paying attention, she actually asked me to repeat myself several times. Maybe it was a bad connection...I struggled to make her words out clearly sometimes too.

I did need to talk to her, so that was good at least. She did give me some things to think about. I got my question answered that I needed to ask her. It just didn't entirely feel like my T. I guess we have some stuff to talk about next session.