it's weird this far into a thread like a crazy beautiful mind can adapt to anything beyond the instantaneous and it can I guess it can and it does it often does I think so anyway.

like by now I could have solved my problem and mastered the indifferent psychology deep within my dysfunction?

you made sense C...

it aint cool to be well if it aint real

..at the time whatever the time and everytime...

cos life does not work that way cos life to me?

life is sick too!

I'm hardly anywhere as sick as this life is!

so I better catch up huh?