I am so sorry about it. My mother (she died in 2008) had a radical mastectomy on one side and did not want to have a prosthesis. I do remember how it looked, her chest without the breast. I have thought a lot about that and how it eventually might happen to me as well and I think with all this thinking ahead I am prepared to spend some years of my life without breasts, if need be, and still feel a complete woman. I think it would be hard but not impossible. I hope you can come to that point as well. I am really sympathetic with your situation and your feeling incomplete and deficient having no breasts while this woman has her breasts and exposes them.