I think you need to find a therapist that specializes in PTSD to help you work through this.
I am sorry that you didn't get the support you needed in the hospital, I had that experience myself. I am sorry you didn't get the help you needed there, some places are better than others.
I think you need to find a new psychiatrist that you can have more contact with. It is important that you have someone more engaging that is paying attention to your needs right now.
I am glad to see you have access to a support group. Are any of these people getting therapy as well? Maybe you can get the name of a good therapist there. I really feel that is important for you right now to also have "therapy".
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