Thanks everyone. Didn't get much sleep. Couldn't lay down completely until after 4:30 this morning and was heavly drugged to even do that. Couldn't relax. Body hurts all over. From waist to upper thighs. So much p**n. I know that some of it is from yesterday and my muscles all tensed up. Was going to go to the store today for groceries, but to exhausted and in p**n to go. I want to lay in bed, but hurts to even do that. Triggering also. This is the worst time of year this could of happened. Trying to remember it's 2006 and not back when I was being harmed. Feeling like a revolving door with all the switches and how fast they are. Not sure who is out and what is going on most of the time. Well I'm out, but there is more presents of others and the switches with it is awful. I'd rather have a full switch with them coming out instead of me still being out and they start to switch and then go back in really fast. Probably sense the feeling of the body in p**n and then go back in. Wish the revolving door would stop.