Maybe it's cause we all need a break from mental illness stuff so we don't drown in it, we we talk about everyday stuff. I cannot talk about mental illness all the time, I can't eat, sleep and breathe it all the time because when I did I became an extremely ill person. The more I partake in being sick the sicker I get, physically too. I've been to that place James, I "get it". And that place never gave me anything worth keeping. I choose to focus on living because focusing on dying while I am living is good way to be dead while alive. Am I going to get to focus on living when I am dead, will I get to be alive while I am dead ? I don't think I will.

Other than that James I don't know what to say, you want us to be enemies? Is that was is behind the name calling and put downs? I won't become your enemy or anyone elses. I will say it is not really ok to be calling everyone idiots. I know you are hurting and scared, pushing everyone away.... might not be what you actually want once you are alone.

And Pegs is right... still here.. I am still here too.

You are still here too....