I heard this somewhere before but modified it for myself. Life is supposed to suck, we go through it as a challenge. if you succeed, you get to restart with a better life. if you fail, you go strait to somewhere else (i don't know where) to rest, you then restart with a life just as bad. thats why you see people with good lives. so basically you go from terrible to good in lives (for some people it is the opposite, they start good and end bad). i hope this makes sense to you, if not just hang in there and you'll see.