Sundance;
I too apologize for not replying when I first saw this...I needed to process this for awhile...I don't want to make something up and say the wrong things...I too recently traced the patterns/symptoms of my depression and PTSD back to kindergarten; but I don't pretend to understand or relate with most of the things that you have been through. What I can relate with is the feeling of "WOW< this is BIG" I love to have those "AHA" moments...they're actually quite therapeutic
I am so jealous of the progress you have made...
hoping for hope
Jon