My new ob-gyn said that I would need to go to a physical therapist to get help for my vaginismus. I came home, my mom said that she won't pay for it and she yelled at me and told me to get a job. I applied for disability because I can't work. Then I told my mom that I'll just leave the vaginismus problem alone. I feel like such a loser ;(I'll never get this problem solved. I wonder why I was even born in the first place.