I know where you're coming from If I didn't have something to worry about, I'd CREATE something so I'd have a crisis to worry about. Does that sound familiar to you? I wasn't happy unless I was worrying. But then I would complain about the fact that I was always worrying! Good grief.

Thank goodness I don't have to do that anymore. For one thing I don't have the energy to worry that much anymore. LOL And for another,my granddaughter moved out to live with her father so I have no reason to worry as much anymore. Teenagers are a constant worry, and boy she made my hair get grayer by the minute!

Seriously tho I started worrying when I was a child. Living with 2 alcoholic parents makes you worry alot. So by the time I grew up, I was a champion worrier. By that time, I didn't know how to STOP worrying, but therapy helped me with that. Perhaps it would help you too. Do you think you could get into therapy? It sure would do you some good! I hope you can. God bless and please take care of yourself. Hugs, Lee