Inkblot
I feel for you. Is it possible to find a roomate to help with the expenses? That would cut your costs in half. I would go to the shelter as my last resort. If you feel your at the end of your rope (finacially) maybe you could talk to someone in the social assistance office. I'm sure they would be of help to you. Keep us posted. I know you feel alone and helpless, but there are always people out there to assist.

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