I am triggered by selfish powerful people also. In my family, they seem concerned with their own needs, and think everyone gets what they deserve. While suicidal I never receive emotional support from them, even though my Dad was a suicider. This seems wrong, since they command high social ranking, it seems. How can educated people be so thoughtless. Do they want me dead? Narcisism can be deadly to people like me. I need affection badly, and they can exploit this. Then comes betrayal,, uggh. I need to protect myself with strong caring people who can help me resist their lies. They are sick and deluded with ideolgies of a better world they believe they are making, I believe. They do the wrong things, for the right reasons, in their own mind, I think. I am triggered by them also.