I became extremely suicidal and psychotic, I literally carved my theigh up trying to get something out of it, could see boxes in my room with people climbing out of them.. It got very scary and crazy very fast. This is how I become on most AD's. Actually my current AD was the first that I've been able to stay on for any length of time. Last AD I tried to slit my own neck with a box cutter among other craziness. Hence, I don't like the idea of him trying an AD without a MS. Neither does my husband but I really don't want meds he may not need. I really worry about putting him on meds that we haven't dealt with ourselves also. I'm thinking about taking him for a more in depth Neuro psychological testing.

Our center has an IOP for co-condition teens. He's not a teen, has no experiences with drugs or alcohol, and does not attend a school setting. So that's probably not the best setting. Maybe we can increase the amount he goes to T but our insurance sucks. Maybe an occupational therapist could help too? He only has 5 days left until surgery and recovery is 6 weeks. So we have a long road without all of our MI getting in the way.