Hello indigo, i just wanted to let you know i read your post, you seem stressed out-has anything else been bothering you, just the fact that you moved is a huge step, and i agree you need a T they help so much. The pictures and stuff online those bad sites doen't mean you are them, they are just triggering certain thoughts you may have had in your life responding negatively to whatever may have happened to you as a way with dealing with it. I'm happy you got some responses to you post like Roadie who read and reseachered your posts that was very nice to do. You van also make friends here I've only been here for 1 month and have made many friends. Good Luck-avlady