I'm not sure what you expected your GP to do, if she had come out to see you, maybe give you some medication or try and persuade you to go to hospital? Would you have done what she asked? Maybe she didn't realize that you are on the point of killing yourself. If you are on the point of killing yourself then you really need to go to hospital and yes call an ambulance.
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