I am wondering if you all can help me.. I am trying to figure out/put into words what it is that I need from T.

To give a brief history.. Struggling with some decesions in my life, different churches, staying or leaving my H, sexuality things. This past week has been a terrible one.. panic attacks were back, hard time leaving bed for anything but work. T thinks what will help me is to start making decesion in my life. I say I agree with you, but you don't get the consquences... the severity of the decesions I am about to make. He always says, eaiser said than done I know. I, however, feel he just didn't get the hughness of this situation.. Or if he does.. he really isn't showing it. He is still calm, cool, and collected T. Which, is good in a sense b/c I left my session with him a little more level headed, less anxious view of my situation. However, the calm T is starting to rattle me.. It is annoying me..I need him to show me.. SOMETHING. I just don't know, what I am asking for. Anybody understand what I am trying to say??