Thanks for your reply, feralkittymom

I think that our TR was a pretty solid one until those last few months. It's been 7 months since I terminated and in spite of all the anger, hurt etc that I have felt about the circumstances that lead to my decision to end therapy (my OP was just one of the reasons), I still feel "connected" to my T in some way that I can't explain. For me to feel connected to someone is pretty unusual and especially so in this case as it has been so long since I've seen my T.

I see two other mental health professionals regularly and I have often discussed what happened with my T with one of them.

Thanks again for your reply.

Bluey