I'm a son...I'm also a bad son

worse for the fact that my mum is so wonderful!

just like you are P ..Daisy

she lives in another state!...I see here pretty much only when she comes down to support me when I go to court!

...or for xmas...which I struggle with and I struggle with everything!

but I love here and I'm protective and it worries me that I might only ever really show my true feelings when I camp at her grave someday homeless and not giving a damn!

I can't show my feelings and she is so wonderful!

we have had some amazing times but it's a shame I was off my face..cos thats how I function best with those close to me I am damaged she is not and it's never her fault that I make mistakes.

apart from the unreal and the peculiar?!...all son's adore their mums...they always come back it's something probably the only perfect thing in life apart from mums and daughters!

boys will be boys

thank God mums will always be mums....

or?...boys like me would be long gone!