I think that is all in a circle, this doesn’t happen form night to day; this is something that runs in families for so long. Let me tell you exactly what I think.
It is a mix of:
-Ignorance.
-0000 self-confidence.
-fear
-and not enough balls to just cut the cycle; like you are trying to do it.
There are these kind of people everywhere and standing for you believe and know is the best you can do, but also, I will strongly suggest for you to find your own place, to get well enough so you can be able to live by yourself and not have to deal with these triggers.
Simon, I don't know you that much, but I can tell that you are not just a great person, but somebody that has a lot to offer to others.
I really appreciate you standing for all those who were so unfairly judge.
Thank you!