this is going to be a bad week, i do not now how I'm going to handle all that we have to deal with don't know how much either of us will be on but we will try to come on as much as possible to let everyone now what is going on, sorry this is such a long post and thank you all for your support,
hubby is blaming himself for the mess we are and I'm blaming myself when nobody could of seen any of this happening when we took out the mortgage for this house or how much a so called friend would use us and let us down,
its only Monday and i have already wanted to crawl into a dark corner and hide there, but things have to keep going we took daughter to the dentist and back to school, then we had to wait for hubby's support worker to come out and talk to us he was running late went over the same old things debt management and whats been going on and how hubby likes it in the drop in center, no magic answers , i just sat here and cried,
tomorrow we have to go to court and tell the judge why we want to be given more time , on our own, i am really not looking forward to this, i got to explain why we would be better of staying put until we can be rehoused, even though we want out, there is so much here that we all will miss, i know friends will still be our friends if they are true friends, the square that we live in is so friendly they all know my children and whats wrong with each of them , there's still the neighbour who used us both for her own pleasure to get away from,
on wed i have a meeting with the benefits agency to go over my claim form, and then on Thurs we have to go to another meeting about housing, and go over it all again, then on Fri we have to take son to the dentist to have some work done hes opted to have gas and air because he didn't fancy having a injection in the mouth, so there will be a lot of stress about this the night before,