Regarding my sexuality and T, she doesn't get it at all and she tells me that she doesn't understand it, she doesn't know enough about it but when I try to explain how lonely and isolated I am she brushes it off. Shge even said last week that maybe I will never love again or find another woman and at that point I burst into tears because the thoughts of being single forever makes me depressed. T said she can see me getting married and having children, she thinks in the long run that only this will make me happy and I am starting to think she is right because being gay only brings sadness and pain to me.