I'm sorta feeling that way today. I had been trying to end therapy anyway. Then some stuff came up I wanted help dealing with today. When I called t for our session today found out she has the flu and she sounded godawful, I told her to go back to bed and rescheduled. Now I'm thinking, well he11 I will just figure this out on my own. Now my thoughts are going to "anymore, it's more like I'm just paying her to be my friend than therapy and that's dumb". Gah.