I wish I could ...
Tried to tell someone about how I felt today - he was so busy trying to talk to me about other stuff that I just couldn't. I can't ask for help, weak insignificant so notworthy of assistance.

I get to be miserable and its all my fault because I can't speak. My fault I bottle emotions, my fault I'm miserable all MY FAULT.
I need a break. Before I break down.

for being a pest.