So, I guess the title is sort of a paradox.

I have serious insomnia issues, on average. I sleep about 2-4 hours a night, and that's a good night. I'm not sure why I don't sleep, I've tried everything from reading to white noise to sleeping medication and no prevail.

But when I do sleep, I have really bizarre and disturbing dreams.
I think my brain is trying to tell me something, but I'm not sure what exactly.

My most recent dream, I was romantically involved with my high school teacher. And I'm not sure why. He doesn't like me, and I don't really like him, but then this dream happened. And I'm all confused. Does this mean something? Or is this my brain being random?