So, you'll be off for three weeks during this really difficult time. I know this is ridiculous, but it would really help me if you didn't leave me waiting for 10 minutes at the start of my session...and cut it short at the end by two or three minutes. Yes, I know that's quite petty, but after everything...I don't know. Please just be there for me tomorrow. You have, finally, been there for me the last two sessions, but before then, you were being generous with your time, and now things are quite different. Now I feel bad for talking as we approach the end of the session and I try to stop talking straight away when you start finishing a few minutes early. I feel so worried about this because of the texts you said I could send, which you later said were intrusive (because I was so upset with you for forgetting to call me when you said you would) and also when you didn't say goodbye to me at the last session of 2012 and so I sent it in a text (like you've always said was okay). You later told me it was your annual break (I was careful to text on your last working day and not actually into your break). You said I'd tried to extend the session with the text, just by saying goodbye, thanks for everything...and sorry. So now I'm so careful because I feel so contained by the 50 minute boundary. It would be really nice though, if you could make it 50 minutes tomorrow before this next long break and not 47. I don't think I'm going to cope with this break. I need to work through all the bad things that have happened between us. I need to talk to you and not leave this stuff sitting here eating away at me. Oh well. Here we go again.