Honestly, I get like that quite a bit. I did before I ever started on meds. Although I don't see why meds couldn't cause it. I get, episodes, for lack of a better word, when I feel completely disconnected. I even feel disconnected from my own body. I lose most connection to feelings about things, people, and it's just really hard to explain. Of course, that could be because of the schizoaffective, but idk. Just want you to know you're not alone.