Thank you all sooooo much for your replies and insights. I am still going to T, I am just in a place that feels so strange. Critterlady, I think you might have hit the nail on the head. It does feel like I am fighting something deep and resisting. Just wish I knew what it was I was resisting!

The neck and headache issue has worn me out this past month. That may be a big part of it.

Thanks again!