It is sad to see a 55 year old man in this position. A life spent not knowing how else to be. it is not hard to understand why you left. I sure it was for more reasons then sex.

If the gyno said your lady parts are fine then he is the one who is right. Sure they see enough of them in a days time. So your partner at the time is the one who is in the wrong. Sorry this has happened to you. 50 still leaves time to find good sex w/ someone. Or even alone.

The day is young dear, don't waste your time considering what he thought.