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Old Feb 04, 2013, 01:40 PM
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Originally Posted by firefighter369 View Post
im the same way....I prefer to be alone then with people...like you said if im with them for long enough I get sad...quite stare off into space. I try everything to be alone say I have to use the bathroom and just sit in their for hours till one of them knocks to see if im okay then I leave I go home and lock myself in my room away from everyone where I feel the safest and most comfortable...its a weird feeling I know...I just hang out with them for as long as I can and then I go home to the safety of my room
Im sorry but I giggled when you said you go to the bathroom and sit on the toilet for hours until they leave. That sounds like the crap I pull at work just to make the time go faster. Anyway yeah, I find it draining to be with others for too long. But if I'm alone too long the bad thoughts arise and beat me up until I'm on the verge of tears. I'm glad to know Im not alone.