Interesting. I remember when my chief symptom took up most of my day and I would try to imagine what life would be like without it? What would I think, feel, and do? I couldn't imagine :-) Now I don't have that symptom and remembering, trying to compare the two lives I don't know what I was expecting?

Maybe you're in the habit of worrying so you don't have to just be, now. I remember my daydreams for weekends and then nothing would happen, I wouldn't actually do anything. I'm on vacation now and all the lists of things I was going to do or continue from when I left to when I have to go elsewhere to work next week, I haven't done any of it; I'm busy reading an 8-book fantasy series