(((Big Mama))),

You have to be patient with yourself, your relationship and therapy. You are working through PTSD, are becoming very self aware, and seeing whatever unhealthy things are there too. But you have to remember, PTSD really magnifies everything, it really takes time to work through it.

Yes, there are probably times when your husband slips, gets snotty or even mean, I experienced that too. Remember, he is coming from a different place than you are subconsciously, he has had his own issues, at least he is "trying" to work at it.

Remember, that the PTSD is going to bring out reactions in you to "run, fight, and over react, and then experience a sense of feeling you are lost and unworthy". You have to be patient with all of this. Yes, for a while it feels like you climb to a point where you feel like you gain some ground, then slip back down. Healing with PTSD "is" up and down, but there will be gaining too. Be patient with everything.

(((Hugs)))