I have a few times, but have never given into it. For me, it has been when something deep has been going on that I don't want to face. Right after my ED was revealed to my T, I wanted to rewind and put it back into hiding. I told him during our session that I think I'm done with therapy. I irrationally thought if I quit going, I could keep more of this to myself and recover on my own. Plus, he wouldn't be able to peel off anymore 'bandaids'. He talked me out of it (obviously the right thing to do). I'm thankful he did that.
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