I don't have what it takes to reply to anyone right now, I'm sorry. My grandma just passed away an hour ago. I never went and said goodbye. She told my dad that she wanted to see me before she was gone. He texted me last night asking if I wanted to go with him to see her. I say it's because I didn't check my phone until it was late, but that would be lying. I did check my phone. Why didn't I text him back and go..? I don't know. I kept saying "tomorrow, tomorrow." Now there won't be a tomorrow. She's gone. I'm such a piece of ****..