It's really hard. I don't know why he called. Stupid father. He hasn't called in four years. Why did he call tonight?

Things have been all hurricaine like and I'm trying to hold it together and it's just so hard and then he calls. When is this going to get better?

I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me it was going to be okay. But I don't think that would even help.

I want to believe your words, Sky. I really do.

I don't think I can do this. It's too much.