Here is when you said that you were 13, in some of your posts back in 2005.

lukeyeats states:
omg i am 13 and i just jad my first shot of wine. PUKING! gross but hey its good i am gonna have 3 more shots and thats all.
lukeyeats states:
I drink but theres one problem. I am 13!! Its so good i need serious help cuz i cut my self 2.


BTW
If you are coming to the various forums for support,respect and honesty can be an asset. If you are not open to suggestions/advice then why ask?
The members are trying to reply to your ongoing questions and worry you harbour within yourself, cause you do seem like you are asking for help.
Be honest to others and respect others as you would want to be trusted and respected by them.
For your best interest, you really should take this stuff up with a medical doctor and even a pdoc, both can help you with your various problems you have posted at almost all the different forums here,since 2005 up to the present.
We are not doctors,psychiatrists or psychologists, just everyday people doing our best to support one another.
I wish you lots of luck with your mental and physical disorders.
Please take care,
DE